I know that he's been
on your mind
That distant look is
in your eyes
‘’Chelle. . . MICHELLE!’
‘W-what. . .?’
‘You’re thinking about him again aren’t you!’
‘NO!’
Too loud, too fast. She knows
that he knows she just lied.
Dominic just looks at her sadly. She wishes he would say something. . . ‘Be careful what you wish for. . .’ she
thinks to herself. Instead he turns and
walks out.
I thought with time
you'd realize
It's over, over
It's not the way I
choose to live
And something
somewhere's got to give
As sharing this
relationship gets older, older
You know that I'd
fight for you
But how I can fight
someone who isn't even there
‘I’ve been patient for a long time, but this
isn’t a relationship Michelle. It’s a
fuckin threesome.’
‘I. . .’
He interrupted her. ‘Don’t.
Just don’t.’
She stopped, just looking at him.
‘I hate him.
I don’t know him, and I hate him.’
I've had the rest of
you now I want the best of you
I dont care if that's
not fair
‘You’ll fuck me. You’ll give me your whole body. . . but you
won’t give me your heart. You won’t give
me the one thing I really want. . . the thing I need.’ He stops and looks at
her. ‘No more. I’m telling you now—if you can’t love me, if
you can’t give me your heart, I don’t want to see you anymore.’
Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left
to fall
When you reach the
bottom, it's now or never
‘Maybe I’m being irrational. But I don’t care anymore, Michelle. I’ve been hurting about this, for so long,
that not having you at all is better than not having your heart.’
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple
telephone call
You leave me here with
nothing at all
‘What’s it gonna be Michelle?’
Michelle, again. Three times now. She wishes he’d call her ‘chelle, like he
always did.
‘Michelle!’
Shit, she never answered him.
‘Are you going to give me what I want, what I
need—fuck, what I deserve—or is this
it? I’m hanging up. You have an hour.’
The line went dead.
And across town, tears fell, as his mind
wandered.
There are times it
seems to me
I'm sharing you with
memories
I feel it in my heart
But I dont show it,
show it
He had hidden the hurt for so long. Every time she caught him staring at her, and
her look turned guilty. She didn’t think
she showed it; but he knew that look so well.
He was competing with her memories of what had been. . . of a
relationship failed.
And then there's times
you look at me
As though I'm all that
you can see
Those times I don't believe
it's right
I know it, know it
And then, then there were the times, like last
weekend. . . there was so much love in her eyes when she looked at him. His friends had catcalled and teased when she
threw herself into his arms and kissed him.
He’d been so happy when she did that.
He laughed bitterly—it was the last time he’d been happy.
Don't make me promises
Baby you never did
know how to keep them well
I've had the rest of
you
Now I want the best of
you
It's time for show and
tell
Cause you and I
Could lose it all if
you've got no more room
No room, inside for me
in your life
He was tired.
Tired of fighting. Of
hurting. Of always being second to
her. She didn’t seem to have room in her
heart for him. He just wanted the pain
to end. With a sigh, he picked up the
phone and dialled.
Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left
to fall
It's now or never
The phone rang.
Michelle eyed it warily. She knew
who it was. She knew what he
wanted. And she didn’t know if she could
provide it. With a sigh, she picked up
the phone and pressed ‘talk.’
Cause I want it all
Or nothing at all
There's nowhere left
to fall
‘Michelle.
It’s time.’
‘Dom. . . I know you’re hurt. . .’
‘Hurt? Hurt?!
No, sweetheart,’ the endearment was twisted with the months of pain and
frustrations, ‘I’m not hurt. My heart is
so shattered that it cannot possibly get any
more broken. That’s more than hurt!’
She sucked in a breath and flinched, as though
he had slapped her.
It's now or never
Is it all
Or are we just friends
Is this how it ends
With a simple
telephone call
You leave me here with
nothing at all
‘It’s time, Michelle. . .’ he repeated. ‘Do I get all
of you? Or are we over? There is no other option. No just friends. No nothing!’ He was shouting. He never yelled at her. Her heart constricted in pain.
‘I. . .’ she stopped, faltered. Dom waited.
After a moment, she spoke. When Dom heard her words, he closed his eyes,
tears slipping down his cheeks.